Opening of the heart and your life purpose

Have you understood and practiced 100% ownership of everything in your experience as a human being, with some succes and satisfying results? Do you ever wonder what is the next step or you might not even have thought about there being a next step?

Are you open for seeing if there is a next step? If I tell you that there might be a real miracle waiting for you..

Do you still have unanswered questions even though you found a lot of answers along the way. Maybe you even think that you are pretty close to solving the puzzle of existance(one more reason to try something new: )

• Have you had the experience just once or several times of an overflowing heart? Not just as an ideal but as a memorable life experience?
• Do you in your heart long to surrender to the divine, to your souls purpose, to a higher being/meaning/deeper ocean?
• Did you ever feel helpless when hearing of suffering in the world. Imagine that you could actually do something while just watching the news.

Imagine not only being a conscious creator of your own life, creating abundance, manifesting, growing and developing your alternative skills. But actually making a difference, far beyond what you do for living or how you support your friends.

Imagine actually developing skills and an REAL experience of serving the divine, humankind and mother earth 24/7. We are not talking just a dream. We are talking real light work and transformation of darkness.

Allright allright you got it....

There is a step beyond 100% ownership as you might have guessed or knew already.

There is also a step beyond manifestation techniques, striving to create an abundant, joyful, satisfying and peaceful life for your self and loved ones.

I my self experienced a real life miracle, that has changed me forever. It would take me a long time to explain all steps to how (still expanding this space), but I will however love to support you in getting started.

There are countless different ways of getting to that place in your life(which is just a place within your heart, but know that the heart is much more magical and alkymistic than you could ever imagine).
I recommend a way through meditation and one through daily life activities. Combined they are most efficient. But one is also fine. In the end they will melt together anyway : )

Be aware that opening your heart, there is an absolute abundance hidden within. This includes all the pains, dissapointments, depressions ect. through many lifetimes. When we ask to open up, we will naturally be reminded of these deep pains that are burried in the heart center.
There lies the whole reason for us shutting down and disconnecting to our souls and source.
One never knows what is hidden. As it unravels, discomfort will emerge. Therefore it is a process, which takes time, as we cannot bare it all at once. We would collapse.

Be patient with your self. Be grateful, for the mechanism which keeps us alive, without feeling all our traumas at one time : ).



Meditation:

Very important: If you do not experience anything during meditating, it doens´t matter at all. We are not doing this to experience anything, but to reach a state of surrender and real useful service to the divine.

-Sit down, empty your mind and focus on your heart center.

-Imagine your self melting into an ocean of what you yourself might depict as eternal fire or just an ocean, including the earth, humans, animals ect. Everything. Feel yourself surrendering, letting go as an active choice in every second. Every contraction is answered by a letting go into an ocean.

-Tell the divine that you are willing to surrender into your true life purpose, which is not what you want but how the divine can use you in the sanctification of this earth, relieving suffering and merging the divine with physical life.
-Imagine you have no idea of how you can serve. Let go of knowing anything at all. Just ask to be shown. Let go of knowing when and how if ever. Let everything be in the hands of God.
Just be humble, surrender, open your heart and ask the divine to please descend into your heart and whole being.
Tell the divine(whatever that is to you), that you are willing to be a tool to bring compassion, light and brother-sisterhood into all cells of this world. Ask to be a bridge between the divine and the physical.

Know that there are veils that keep you apart from knowing and experiencing God or your soul. That's okay, you are now on the way to desolve more of these. Know that this will release pain, fear etc. located around your heart and that you will feel these. But know also that this is needed for you to become aware of who you are and experience a heart which is free to love unconditionally in the world and longing to surrender and serve. Loving everyone and everything including God, yourself and the ones that hurt you.

This love will overflow in absolute extacy, compassionate love, but also in longing, pain together with all suffering and darkness. This pain is bearable when we ask God to come into our heart and carry it together with us. Then we are no longer separate and experience the endless gratitude and love that goes with finally coming home and feeling the love of God.
Your human experience will give you more meaning that you could have ever imagined. You might long to be a vehicle of light, love and transformation 24/7.
These are not just words but reality. Still just let go of expectations, feel the longing to open your heart and connect with your family again, after lifetimes of loneliness.

You might not feel this longing or much at all in your heart now, but that is only because of veils around your heart.  This will cause loneliness, meaninglessness, fear, sorrow, anger etc.

You might begin to regard you own development as secondary to relieving suffering in the world. But to begin with just imagine that you can fulfill a purpose that is so deep and meaningful that your heart feels like singing even when in pain.

The daily life method:

-Begin each day saying to the divine:

"Please support me in becoming a merger between spirit and the physical world"
"Show me throughout the day how I can bring light, love, wisdom and divine will into every situation and all surroundings that I find myself in."

-Through your day, feel your heart center. Imagine yourself opening your heart and letting the divine fill it with love. You do not have to feel it. That comes with time. Just do it or pretend doing it, every hour or 2-3 times a day.
Ask to be a tool for the divine to shine light into all cells in your body and all cells in the physical around you. Through your feet/hands and from there into everything you touch/walk.
Let it become a habbit.

Every night before going to bed you say thank you for all that you have experienced, even the unpleasant stuff that will help you to grow.
You can even make it a habbit to say thank you throuout your day.

Gratitude is one of the most important attitudes, as it connect us to God and opens our hearts.

• Do unselfish things every day. Even things that may take away from your own personal comfort zone.
• Distinguish between your hearts and your personalities desire.
• Feel your heart and let divine light shine down into you and from there on out as you walk through the streets etc.
• Be conscious of selfcenteredness and selfish motives. Being totally open, forgiving and honest about it. Just noticing and maybe chosing otherwise. Know that selfcenteredness is something that is natural for 99% even though we are VERY spiritual, enlightened etc. It can also revolve around our spirituality.
• Have a look at that you are not giving to receive something in return like acceptance, image, love and so on. That is what we need to be aware of to open our hearts more and more.

Try these for a month at least. Look back and se how it has changed you and your earth experience, maybe even opened your heart more.

Know that it is not about you ascending away from your human beingness, but about spirit descending into the physical.

I love you

Anneli


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Why is forgiveness so important to our growth? + tips on how to do it

Forgiveness is the basis of our release from the ego and all pain that comes from identifying with it - that means all discomfort that we experience in this life.

This is such a big subject, but let´s see how it goes...

When we start our journey of releasing the power of the ego, we are actually working with forgiveness. At some stage we will also have to take a look at forgiveness in it´s classic terms.
There is a lot that we can forgive and there is always something to forgive as long as we are incarnated here on earth.
We can forgive others and our selves for our mistakes and shortcomings, but we can also forgive circumstances, life and God. Whatever upsets us, we can forgive.

And what then is forgiveness? I grew up catholic and learned about forgiveness as something a good person was able to do regardless. And that forgivness was something like choosing to forget.
Now I was not a good catholic in the way I was taught, cause I was not too good at forgiving. I was mostly lead by emotions and found it much too difficult to "forget" or let´s call it surpress my anger, pain or irritation. Others I knew were much better at this.

I have grown to understand that my idea of forgiveness was mistaken. I now see that it requires actually even more bravery than I thought. It actually means to let go within the heart, of all beliefs that I am seperate to another person or thing. Release the thought that one of us is guilty, wrong or right. After that be willing to open my heart to the situation and express my self only from love. And now I don´t mean with lovy dovy words necessarily, but in a way that is true to me and caring towards the other, only intending the best for all, still being honest and always taking full ownership of every aspect. Not taking 100% ownership is not total forgiveness - and that even when from an objective perspective, we have been treated "unfairly".

An indicator for me is experiencing an inclusive and grateful sensation, after forgiving fully.

The other day, I practiced forgiveness in a situation where I felt my love was not recieved and even rejected. My first reaction, was to want to push the other person away and use words to make him feel guilty. That would have been the easiest thing to do.
I had just asked for an opportunity to learn more about the bravery of forgivness, so of course I grabbed it.
I wrote him an honest email, not sending it before I was sure it was clear of ANY ego driven desire.

The gift I recieved in return, had actually nothing to do with him or his respons(which was very loving). I experienced my heart opening up in a way I haven´t tried before. The light inside it was like laser rays that can heal my self and others. I am already a healer, but this was heart energy clearer than ever.

What forgivness gave me this time was freedom from restriction of my mind and instead an experience of deep satisfaction, love and healing. As good as flying : )

All pain that we experience in life is caused by the guilt that we believe to be true, which comes from the ego. Guilt relating back to the original seperation from God. The belief of us all being seperate units is the illusion we suffer from here on earth.
We have forgotten the love, oneness and freedom that we already are. Instead we spend most of our time trying to satisfy the mind, which never rests and never finds what it is looking for.

As long as we believe what the ego is telling us, we will search forever for release and freedom and never find it. This is how the ego works, as it needs to keep going, figuring out new distractions from our being. Or it will die.

We need to begin listening to our heart. And by heart I don´t mean pink ribbons and fluffy words like beloved brother, healing light and flowers. When I say heart, I mean intuition or divine intention. This is a place and a voice inside us that speaks much softer and lower than the loud voice of the ego, which speaks constantly if allowed. We just need to train our inner ear into listening to the right radio station, so to speak.

When we tune into the intuition station, we will at some stage naturally be guided to act and chose forgiveness, even in those situations where it seems most unfair or we feel most right.
Then we realize that it is truly for our own good to forgive. Not only to set us free from limiting emotions, but really to start living within the light, instead of chasing it always in hope of something better.

Forgivness has nothing to do with the other and everything to do with what we chose to believe in. The ego or our divinity. We can not hold both within at the same time. So if we are selfrightious, feeling better than, worse than, guilty, stubborn ect. we are not in that moment aware of our divinity. And all temporary satisfaction is a cop out, from what was really ours to begin with.

What to do when blocked by resentment or pain? I will share with you how I do it:

-Determining what I need to forgive is easy. Something that makes me feel unsatisfied.
-Then just start breathing. Don´t think just breathe into the feeling that makes you uncomfortable.
-Chose the intention that you wish to let the belief go, that anyone is wrong in the situation.
-Write a letter expressing your self honestly. Detect any self pity, selfrightiousness, guilt or placing of guilt/pain. Keep rewriting till your letter is totally loving and grateful to the other. Feel gratitude within your heart for being taught something new and important and feel gratitude for the oportunity to open up even more to an understandig of your self. You don´t need to send the letter.

I wish for you a heart full of love. A love that is not directed towards a target, but just as a light within you that naturally shines out all around and heals whatever it touches.

Blessings Anneli

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